Tonight

I realized that while moving into an upper apartment is pesky, it's totally worth the peace of mind. Also, my neighbors suck at being quiet at 4am.

And as unsettled as I can ever feel (even bolted, chained, draped, etc) it always helps to have someone you can call when you're feeling extra-scared. They'll come over and eat chocolate with you, make tea, discuss music or shotguns or whatever to get your mind off your terror. And the best part is that they might not even realize what they're doing...